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Thursday, November 26, 2009 ' 2:03 PM Y

SO. yeah..notions of love. the other day while stoning on the bus (as usual), i thinking about how true the idea of love being merely a physical chemical reaction that our bodies have that release like euphoria (or blah wadever duno the exact chemical name thing =.=) that makes a person feel all happy. or could love be actually more of a mental thing? i mean ignore the freaky idea that we fall in love because of a dam chemical rxn =.= like wad rxn? ur BO mixed wif other ppl's BO? wth is that? =.= anwz..i still think its a mental thing. or a prettier word = a psychological thing :D i've been like reading tons of romance novels since sec 3? and read manga..so i pretty much noe love from different perspectives. err im talking bout the adult and growing youth perspective. so anwz..a few days ago i had this like EUREKA moment where i realised what if love was sth that was created by our minds? okay well..lemme see..err strt from the very beginning..

love. wad do u think love means? for me, love would be like finding the right partner. loving each other, trusting each other and in the romance novels, sacrificing stuff for each other. the fact that you cant live without each other = love. but wad would u consider the 'right partner' be? i think that as humans, we don't really need or realise wad we need unless sth bad happens. that bad thiing could be anything..ur family's poor, u have a weird complex, u went thru reallll tough times when u were younger and yada yada..all the sob stories n all..maybe thru all these bad experiences only THEN can u begin to realise wad ur looking out for in a life partner. i think thats why not everyone can find love or when they do, its all at different times. some when thier young or some when their old. i was reading this manga one day that was about this girl who was always encouraged to explore the idea of love. i mean since her dam parents were lovey dovey all the tym. n she did just that. it was a freaky and horrible manga that made me feel weird to my stomach..hmm maybe cuz she kept getting her heart broken because of illusions of love. such a bad aftertaste that manga was.. =.= ya well..ben xiao jie stepped off her dreamy love cloud for a bit reading that manga..but it got me thinking that maybe the reason why she cldnt find her 'destined' partner was cuz she was too young or that her life was pretty much smooth sailing and not troubled enuff to really noe wad she wanted in a guy. whereas in romance novels, the heroines and heroes always have a 'past' or some sort of fear which they manage to overcome after meeting the love of their life. so maybe when u actually fall in love, its only after u've gone thru loads of mental pain and torture. a period of time where love is totally out of the picture. and BOOM it suddenly smacks u rite in the eye o.o thats why they say love is unexpected. haha..

ya well..so all these thoughts above got me thinking yet again =.= about me. :D maybe im just ready to fall in love cuz life hasnt been too hard for me yet. i mean..my life is pretty much smooth sailing except a few bumps here and there to spice it all up o.o but no major thing happening. (well bad thing at least) maybe thats why im just not looking for love yet. i have no idea wad type of guy suits me or wad i really lyk in a guy except for the list of outrageous stuff that i throw out (*.*) heh..anwz. if it happens. it happens. im not gonna say i cant wait cuz its half true and half not true. but im gonna say im looking forward to seeing the world in a different light when i fall in and out of love. its an experience that i think is worth having at least once in ur life :)

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Saturday, August 22, 2009 ' 5:09 PM Y

Yep..decided to do sth USEFUL while waiting for my scan to be finished..bloody scan going on for 22 mins and only still stuck at 13%. gona wait till i die =.=

anwz..yep realisations..last night for some weird warped reason..i suddenly got quite emo o.o i think its all maybo's fault =.= talk all the stuff bout ryan's low self esteem n his yada yada probs..stupid guy makes me hope that not all guys are lyk that..i noe la not all lyk that..guys lyk brian n other guys i noe..o.o oh well..
ANWZ. i was saying i got quite emo n suddenly realised sth. cuz of that stupid qn that i asked myself : what would a person wif low self esteem do if he was feeling guilty towards a person? Wld he ignore the person or talk to the person to make sure the person doesnt hate him for wad he did n stuff? I came up wif the ans that the low self esteem person wld wanna talk to the person he feel guilty towards. cuz to make sure there's no hard feelings btween them le..since im feeling lousy bout myself le, i wldnt want ppl to not lyk me. as soon as i wrote that i asked myself the same qn. n i went totally shocked that that that was wad I was going to do o.o hence my sudden realisation would be : that i have low self esteem o.o

okays. so low self esteem. i was thinking back n wondering wad ppl thot of me. most ppl wld think im friendly. easy to talk to. always smiling n laughing. when i was younger, my family said that i was super outgoing. u noes? the super cute kind of kid :D the one that doesnt cry when strangers come say hello but instead give u a great big SMILE :D yep thats mua :D hmm so as far back as i can rmbr, i was lyk that too during pri school. even if there was a bit of culture shock, i still did pretty good. i mean DUH must be good since the first person i talked to was a guy n we talked till he ended up telling me bout his crush =.= lyk wth so random..now that i think bout it..i believe my rxn was lyk O.O at his confession..lyk wad? by telling me he has sumone he lyks, he's telling me not to lyk him? roflmao =.=

anwz..then we went sec 1 n 2..i rmbr my first day of school. i was happy n saying hi to ppl everywhere arnd me in class..everyone lyked each other then. after awhile the cliques formed. n i got a best fren. then from 2 of us became 4 of us. then from there it strted widening..till the clique incl nearly half the class. i admit okay. being selfish lil me, i didnt lyk it..lyk duh rite? when ur that age, u wan ur frens to be UR frens u noes? my best fren was sort of lyk the leader la huh..the one that the whole clique lyks and follo arnd..then some of the others didnt lyk me, maybe cuz they were jealous that i still took the position of being her best fren =.= super childish i noe but wth we were 13 man..then ard that tym my class was mainly divided into 3 grps. 1 neutral grp n the 2 largest enemies..n wth i dun even noe wad strted it =.= apparently towards the end it was just a misconception =.= retards..totally didnt lyk my sec 1 n 2 cls =.= anwz. then ppl frm my same clique strted backstabbing me? towards my best fren..complaining n such..the first tym i realised that was when i was in the toilet..then suddenly a grp of ppl came in n i recognised their voices..i think they were talking bout me (didnt really pay attention to the details o.o cuz dude in the toilet man..y'd u wanna eavesdrop? o.o) ya when i came out to wash hands..they went shuddup n stared at me wif the oh shit look. i was lyk huh? y they giving me that look? o.o oh well..washed my hands n left quickly..cuz they were seriously acting weird o.o so i went back to the com lab n sat on the floor cuz no chair..then after the period ended i left the lab..then the whole grp of them were lyk outside looking all worried..i was lyk o.o wad happened? they asked me very cautiously did i go off sumwhere to cry? then i was thinking huh? y wld i cry? ohhh i see they were gossiping bout me o.o oh well totally didnt work cuz i didnt really pay attention..apparently they thot i left hurriedly cuz i heard the bad things they said bout me lol.oh well..i just told them that wadever they said went in one ear n went out the other..so no worries.. arnd that tym the rivalry n jealousy got to me tho..so i didnt feel lyk being part of it anymore..so i decided to leave that clique..

A lil adaptation of my last phone call wif my best fren:
KL: so u really gona leave our clique?
Me: ya i guess..
KL: u...not gona fight for me?
Me: fighting's tiring...so im not..if they wanna be good frens wif u let them..i'll step aside..
KL: sobs sobs..
Me: tears..

ooo yeah..sounds dramatic..o.o that was me 13 yrs old. n hurt for the first tym abt frenship matters. looks stupid huh..lol o.o anwz. shortly after that i joined the neutral clique..then befriended the other clique too..haha..so strange..when i left my clique suddenly i became accepted..o.o then cuz they lyked me they listened to me..so then they gradually strted forgetting y they dun lyk the other clique..dam world works in mysterious ways..anwz..ya my self esteem took a bit of hit there la huh..then that was how i strted being in the "in crowd" o.o tho i still didnt lyk some of the ppl..felt that they werent very good ppl..lyk they were too fake n stuff..dun lyk..

so i was happy in my clique the neutral one..my best fren was my partner..n again she was popular..damit..wth is wif all my best frens being popular =.= then we moved to sec 3 n 4..happily my partner was in the same class :D n dam..one of the main ppl hu hated me in sec 1 became a person in my clique in sec 3 =.= the world seriously..apparently they all got the wrong idea bout me..stupidity..but being NICE. i forgave them..=.= then my sec 3 n 4 clique had 6 members. then suddenly my partner strted drifting off to buddy wif my class chair..lyked her too la..but u noes..still childish me went sad..then questioned myself if i wasnt a good enuff fren? then i got over it n found another good fren..then that fren went closer to another grp..yep i died..lol..died..i think that was the biggest hit la huh..sec 3 n 4.. anwz..the rest of the story too emo..before i strt crying i shall stop =.= (omg sure hope no one but me reads this..)

anwz! i moved on from it..grew up n finally made the conclusion that its not true to be best frens forever. u can be good frens but u'll always have trials. n if u dun take the first step in revealing stuff bout urselves n trusting ppl, ur not gonna have any best frens. n oh ya. best frens only come in ones. not twos not threes. n that single best fren wld come into ur lyf sooner or later thruout ur whoel lyf :D yep..just gotta wait..anwz..for now i think maybo's it lol..so far..i've been most honest wif her..love ya dude <3 :D

Signing off~~~~ susu <3

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Monday, March 23, 2009 ' 9:48 AM Y

last night was one of the freakiest night of my god dam lyf. zz..when i was in the living room happily eating my dinner while watching tv..my momma came back from jogging and suddenly went omfg? y got so many flies around the light? i went O.O looks up..omfg?!!! they were lyk swarming omfg..den my momma went n off the light and they bloody went and settled dwn on the sofa right next to me..i was bloody hell!!! i havent left the couch yet y u go off the dam light?!!! *screams* *running away* they kept coming at every light we on..lyk omfg..they swarmed i tell ya SWARMED. finally my mum decided to retreat into the rm n off all the lights outside the rm. wait for them to settle dwn or fly away..so we were lyk fine. den my dam bro was playing dota..=.= he was freaking out at the flies yet he still played..lol..bloody hell having a fly attack makes him stop playing dota willingly =.= so we all ran in the dam room. we stoned and oh we saved dam fatso, our hamster, and forgt our dam phones outside..zz..so we couldnt call anyone =.= anwz..we had no idea hu to call in the first place since it was abt 8 n no one would be working so late =.= (at least thats wad my mom thinks..zzz) so we stayed there for abt 15 mins. n we decided to venture out to go look at the dam flies. zz..but when we opened the dam door..flies flew in..bloody hell..T---T we all panicked and my dam gay bro n sis went and wrapped themselves up in the blankies so they dont get attacked or sth =.= so it was up to my mum and i to whack the dam things. =.= so i grabbed a newspaper roll (HENG there was newspaper in the rm and not only outside O.o) and started playing baseball while screaming =.= finally we killed them..er abt 4..o.o
me: "omg..i think its a dam bee leh..look the body is yellow and black O.O"
*we all stares at the single one*
me: " omg..look the stinger! omg..its a dam bee la.."
*i start freaking out cuz i was scared of the pain if i kena stung =.=*
momma: " err..just chill..its not a stupid bee la. its duno wad kind of insect.."
me: "huh? but it has a dam stinger!"
*stares sumore*
bro n sis: "yaya..looks lyk a stupid bee!"
momma: "u all stupid or wad? its not a stinger la =.= its the dam leg"
*three of us stares sumore*
me,bro n sis: "ohhhhhh....."
okay la..it was dam stupid but it looked lyk a dam bee..=.= anwz..we found a flashlight so my mum wanted to enture out to see wad happened to them..we all gave her the O.O?!!! look. yep..after all she was still a bit freaked out by the number of insects so she wanted some one to pei her go look see..zzz..n i went cuz my gay shit bro was wrapped up in a blankie n was freaking scared =.= dun nid to say bout my sis..zz..n i sooo wanted to watch the show on tv..zzz..so i went fine. go out. we went out. closed the dam door behind us. on the flashlight and stared. n omfg..they were all on the dam floor. zz..lyk got no more energy the type of feeling..zzz..freaking gross..so we went back inside to prepare for the ultimate battle =.= rolled up newspapers to whack them. dude..u wld have enjoyed it i tell ya..so we went out to whack them. didnt care if they were not moving ready. see one. just whack. yep major whacking going on while my bro n sis =.= were staying in the rm hiding =.= bloody hell..gay shits. den..disaster happened. the dam flashlight went no batt =.= i freaked out and ran screaming to the rm. heard my mum screaming oso behind me LOL. we chionged into the rm where my dam bro n sis were dying of laughter..zzz..wanted to whack them sooo hard =.= anwz...stuff happened lazy to type le..

GRAND TOTAL OF FLIES KILLED : 44 (bloody hell)

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Saturday, March 21, 2009 ' 1:13 PM Y

The Cute Monster Test


Your Cute Monster Says Your Inner Demon is Frailty
You are a simply happy person. You still view the world with a childlike innocence.You have an easy going attitude, and you value harmony. You love freely and inspire others to love.You are easily beaten down by life.People think you're cute because you are optimistic. Your outlook on life is charming.

comment : lol wth? im a happy person ^^ dude..wad is wif all the stupid tests that u do?! o.o

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Saturday, March 14, 2009 ' 6:20 PM Y

today was open house day for practically every dam uni in sg O.O well today i only went to nus and sim la..cuz i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna get into nus fass!!!! ^^ den pei maybo go to sim look see cuz maybe got hope to get into uni so she doesnt have to retake As..lyk bloody hell..hu wanna retake can??! so ya! sim maybe got space! O.O jyjyjy dude!!! may luck and force be with ya! yep..can make it de..even if cant with ur As results but Os can de..since ur Os are not bad..yep. anwz..my impression of sim..lol..not very good la..its lyk the place where despo ppl hu didnt have good grades nida go o.o i was quite amazed by the direct honours class available..lol..felt lyk signing up for the heck of it O.O but ppl wld just kill me la =.= my parents, frens and my own future classmates O.O anwz..yep so i wanna get into nus fass! which i said more than 1 tym up dere O.O PLS GOD lemme get into fass! i'll never be bad again..T---T i'll listen to my parents..wont smoke wont drink. i wont even bitch about ppl lyk sheena O.O wait..damit i cant do it..sian..but i'll TRY la huh..O.O

anwz..at nus saw a couple of ppl i knew but bloody forgt their names..lol..anwz..i dont think they'll ever recognise me le..unless i go up to them n say hi! apparently bertha says i changed a lot o.O did i really? not sure..maybe? i mean the hair and when i go out i wear my contacts? but not much diff oso mah..O.O duno maybe i GREW UP LOL O.O dam miracle..do i feel happy when they tell me i changed? no idea..cuz they never tell me whether i changed for the better or worse..lol..but i do feel that im a LOT less pushy and a LOT more bimbotic T---T its the fault of the overload of historical romances i read ^^ but i havent been reading them much lately. in fact i havent read at all..sighs..guess i gotta start reading up on psychology books huh..im still dreading the application to uni lol..i feel a bit nervous..i mean its still NUS u noes??!! even wif my AAC i have no confidence..sighs..maybe i;ll end up in ntu..sighs..no idea..oh ya..omg..back to the topic..anwz..today i saw sonia (she didnt change much but i think she got a lot more matured since she didnt joke much within the few min i spent toking wif her), this girl from C1 O.O (lyk my god..she's dam brilliant..she was in my chi tuition class..sian n she got 6 pts =.=), 2 girls frm crez again (lynette and yi ning..lol..yining frm my own class..my i totally ignored them and tried looking away..cuz omg..their both smart shits except maybe yining..but her music's lyk dam pro pls..) err huang sth..or was it fang sth..dammit cant rmbr her name! plus she was in my sec 3 and 4 class T---T i only rmbr her partner's name..lol..jia yi..lol..dammit..my memories dam screwed T---T well saw a lot of crescentians in any case..yep..but forgt their name..ohoh..saw tess too! o.o her hair's dammmm long now pls..didnt have tym to talk to her cuz she was busy toking wif sum guy happily when i cut in went hiiiii!! well a bit rude of me but wth? its not lyk they were toking sweet tok rite? o.o or were they? cuz DUUUUDEE. tessie!! dun go for him..eww..he's lyk wad? totally SHORTER dan u? pls. he's shorter than me =.= plus anwz..i had to zoom back to meimei sheena n bo..oh by that tym brian disappeared ready =.= dam guy kept leaving n disappearing n popped up again when we were leaving nus wif a freak gurll..zz..ah well..today was a shitty yet fun day cuz i got to noe more abt my course and felt that i definitely wanted to go nus. ^^ shitty cuz i was freaking sickk and the day was freakingg hot =.= so i heck and went n bought ice cream..zz oh n nus food SUCKS. seriously. even the food in sim seemed nice..god the chicken rice smelled good o.O me n bo nearly walked in lol..

after sim..was pei-ing bo to her workplace which was subway! ^^ where i ate my dinner and bo did too n the wrap was nice n bo was right. it did sorta stick my teeth =.= but it was GOOD. so there. stoned till 4.50 den it looked lyk it was gonna rain so bo was lyk okay lor..tym to send u to taxi stand..cuz i didnt feel lyk taking public transport..bloody hell nid to walk so far..then dun wan. ya..took a taxi..tried to pay in nets but the uncle said the nets machine spoiled..the connection was bad or sth..so i paid cash lor lol ..not bad bah..quite cheap..12.95..not bad..next tym its cab tym i tell ya! ohoh..i was toking econs wif the uncle..lol..he showed me his mail O.O apparently i think the opp party in sg distributed fliers or sth slamming the gov for wasting the people's money and at a tym when ppl are getting sacked..their pay is lyk insanely high..i sorta agree wif this la tho im strictly politically apathetic. no interest wadsoever in politics. but i gotta agree wif our ministers' pay getting super high la..sighs..duno wads going on wif the world today..the saying is really starting to change from "Love is what makes the world go round." to "Money is what makes the world go round." sighs..really lyked victorian (err only romance books depicted era) era..sighs..love true love..sighs..

signing off to daydream bout true loves~~susu<3

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Monday, March 9, 2009 ' 7:31 AM Y

Here is the analysis:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

comment : LOL..omg..i lyk to live alone..omg? den i wont ever get married ah? oh god..

Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You like changes. Going for a trip is challenging to you.
Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

comment : lol..okay la..nth much to say =.=

Here is the analysis:You are a fun-seeking, adventurous, risk-taking, spontaneous person. You are not very rational.

comment : huh? eh dude..is the test lyk accurate? lol? im not rational? ah well..=.=

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Sunday, March 8, 2009 ' 9:30 PM Y

yep..SO. today is err lyk 1 day after results day..O.O what an emotional roller coaster =.=
oh ya..btw..LOL..dude..my bro's currently hooked to anthony callea's rain O.O i think i oso getting hooked to it again =.= first tym we heard it rmbr? was at ur hse..when we tried to study =.= unsuccessful but we found anthony callea O.O i think we were J1 or sth..zz..seems so long ago =.= anwz..ya..results day was horrible =.= i was getting increasingly nervous by the tym my results came out..O.O i was no 7 so i was watching the reaction of ppl hu were getting their results before me O.O okay..the first person i saw was crystal..duno why leh..i think she's 3 or sth isit dude? duno man..i didnt see u first..zz..anwz..ya..crystal started shaking and tears were lyk pouring..O.O i was lyk omfg? never seen crystal cry so badly before O.O seriously she freaked me out..so i went over n hugged her..
Me: "eh..crystal dont cry la..O.O pls dun cry..its okay de..dun be so sad kay..its only results"
Crystal: "im not crying cuz its bad"
Me: "huh? wtf?" (of course im thinking this) (actually said this: "huh? then ur crying cuz ur happy?"
Crystal (shakes head): "...."
and she walks off leaving me going wtf just happened? O.O
so YA. i went back to join the queue..oh ya..i think before joining the queue again..saw bobo..sighs..she was tearing ready..O.O dude..i think u stuck arnd and stuffed ur tears in to watch me take my results first isit? before u went off outside to cry O.O
oh ya..so i joined the queue..in frnt of me yanting was taking her results..O.O i was trying to look at my slip but cldnt see that far =.= dammit..den my turn came..O.O dam freaky..lao shi looked up at me n held out my slip n said not bad la n smiled O.O ya as usual..stupid me went stare at my result slip n only saw the D and C =.= ya i noe dude so sry! den i went insensitive n got pissed at myself for the D and C..sighs..sry if i made u feel bad..*nods* wasnt my intention..O.O just that i didnt lyk my results very much even if it WAS not bad..sighs..anwz..cheer up kays! dun be so down..just move on lor..anwz..i promised to give u tuition O.O if i can la..lol..u trust my teaching skill? duno leh..i tried before our As..but didnt work? ah well..den later i registered stupid brian getting pissed cuz of his single B in econs in the string of As..felt quite sad leh..i mean brian got a dam B for econs leh..his best subject laaa! omg..mayb he shud appeal..O.O

yep..roller coaster of emotions..den pavi came and told me her bad news too..den later on at home moka too..den the next day my sec school fren oso..den today..just a few hours ago my other sec school fren too..sighs..jy ppl! dun be down! dont lose to ur dark side that tells u to just end it all o.O seriously. hurting urself is totally stupid. its lyk wtf? its just results man..=.= for results u hurt urself..not worth it. seriously.

anwz..on to another lighter topic..NEW FAVE COLOUR FOR PEDI AND MEDI: light PINK. eh..btw hor..do u think if the pink is too light it'll become lyk transparent? den wads the point? but i dun wan hot pink cuz its disgusting =.= oh i wanna SHOP for freaking TOPS. n bottoms..lyk dark coloured jeans preferably black jeans..duno y but i think black jeans are sexy O.O GOD. i really think im becoming more bimbotic..O.o i no longer nid brian to feel bimbotic..sitting here blogging makes me feel bimbotic =.= dam shawn guy n his pretty pink shades. damit.

oh P.S dude..if it makes u feel better..i fell seriously sick after results day =.= maybe its lyk punishment for being so insensitive =.= ya well..thats all..

signing off ~~ susu<3

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Monday, March 2, 2009 ' 8:19 PM Y

stupid updates. stupid blogs. duno wad the hell to write pls.. =.=

anwz..yaaaa..my dam work lyf is pretty much nothing. my social lyf is even more nada. SO. on to my stupid work lyf. hmms. the last few days havent been eventful due to the dam fact that i do the night shift =.= n bloody hell..since when did practically the whole of sg decided to go to ntuc to do grocery shopping? =.= wah..bent up n down..packed stuff after stuff..handled money after money till i practically died after 3 stupid hours of straight cashiering =.= it would have continued if i didnt decide to be a fucker and put the COUNTER CLOSED sign =.= den ppl were lyk grumble grumble =.= get a god dam lyf ppl. =.= i needed to PEE bad. =.= anwz. admist the chaos. i was happy O.O u noe why? i got a good dose of cute angmoh guys :):) my mood went brighter when i saw blue and green eyes (err ya 2 guys..not 1 =.=) smiling and twinkling at me. :) felt dam happy. yep. i got the strength to do anything. nothing lyk a cute guy to brighten up ur day ^^ yep. ooo..and dude! u noe the sg actor? shaun chen or sth..duno how to spell (even more duno his chinese name =.=) anwz..yep..

Me (ignoring greeting customers and staring at the items they buy instead)
Me (saw this huge chair and thinking shit. how the hell am i supposed to fit that in)
Him : " its okay. bu yong zi dai.."
Me: "oh okay"
Me (looks up and omfg..its the dam actor..err wads his name again? oh ya! the shaun one)
Me (gives back change): "thank you! (in the bright voice while thinking ooo looove his pink shades O.O)"

yep end of scene =.= lame i noe..but dude the main thing was his shades O.O dammmmmmm pretty O.O omg..he's quite cute and all but the shades were omfg..me wanns! O.O ah well..

ya. so today..at work nothing much happened..same as always..not that crowded too since its monday =.= but this dam boy. he came and paid for his apple juice (the lil bottle type) den he happily ask me if my counter got dustbin..i was lyk yaya..he took out this bag that usually has roasted chicken inside (now dun have only got bones so obviously he ate it =.=) and i went okay i'll throw that for u! he says tyty..he pays and he goes O.o so far okay rite? den the security guard went up to me n said "xiao mei..that boy did he say he paid for the chicken?" den i went "O.O err..no.." he went :"u nvr ask?" i went:" oh fuck..i forgt..O.O (of cuz never swear infrnt of the officer la =.= so no class..) he went:" wahh u never ask ah? oh no..." *awkward pause* i go :"soo..err..forget it le ah? o.o he left ready..." he says :"hmm ya lor..no choice nvm la..continue continue" totally WTF can..=.= i went nervous when he came and started the convo =.= bloody hell in the end say nvm la..=.= stupid shit.

oh ya..im freaking pissed with the world right now..PISSED. rawrrrrr grahhhhh! >:( met stupid customers today..too many to talk abt..=.= dam pissing. in my mind. evertym i saw or met one. my favourite phrase makes me feel better ^^ "STUPIDITY IS RAMPANT IN TODAY'S SOCIETY." JOY.

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ' 7:14 PM Y

sian..ur asking me to update this stupid blog =.= got nth to write..
okay..err as usual all i will ever talk about would be work. yep *nods*
SO. today was one weirdddd day. =.= today there was a bloody thief in ntuc =.= guess wad he stole? some freaking lines for fishing! stupid shit. the guard was like wah the fellow so stupid. got so many bottles of XO nearby yet he wan steal he steal the stupid lines for fishing =.= i was lyk yep stupid idiot. weird thing was..i SAW the dam guy before he went to steal =.= he came to my counter to pay for some fishing equipment..lyk the hook and baits and stuff..den apparently he went back to get the lines thinking he could walk out..zzz..stupid shit. anwz. i think they didnt call the police since he stole only about $8 worth of goods =.= lameshit got a warning letter. O.O

kays. 2nd thing. my momma came to visit =.= i was working n talking to a fellow cashier when this woman came up..i didnt see her face n started scanning stuff happily. i looked up n was lyk O.O then she happily asked me "duo shao ah?" i wanted to slap the sillly grin right out of her face =.= zz..disrupting my work lyk dat..zz

3rd thing. i saw changsheng today. LOL. dam guy was in his outfit that he went teaching in. wah..the dam guy could get into relief teaching. he was with 2 other teachers from his school. funny la..a bit weird to see a fellow classmate being buddy buddy with his colleague hu happens to be a teacher too O.O but his outfit suited him LOL. made him look lyk a cute lil boy trying to play grown up O.O but the other 2 female teachers were spastic la huh. wad the hell is wrong wif adults nowadays? y dont they carry cash? zz..they bought a whole stack of stuff altogether 35 bucks. they were lyk omg..duno whther got enuff money. zz..in the end changsheng paid 30 zzz..dam stupid..stingy shits. ah well..hu cares? least their not my colleagues. =.=

i realised today how lonely i was at ntuc. got no one to talk to in eng except for the indians and malays. most of the other chinese ppl are seriously china ppl O.O so most of the tym im blurting out random things in chinese and its HARD. SOBS. i nid to think before i speak every line. so most of the tym i smile n nod. sighs..lonely shits..sighs..i NEED sumone eng-speaking to join dam ntuc..sighs..right now its only me n manmi hu are students except the other guy but he's quitting by the end of feb..sighs..another fun guy :) lyk my bro except my bro's more shit lyk (being my bro) ah well..

anwz..dude. hope no one else reads this blog except u O.O but i've been following ur blog..err have u ever thot of the possibility that we'll call him GUY. Guy doesnt have much of a romantic interest in you anymore? maybe ur relationship is currently at the level of pure friendship? o.o dude..could be breaking ur heart here..but maybe its possible guy already lyks jo more? O.o since he tells her stuff he doesnt tell u? since he was more concerned that jo didnt eat dinner? o.o i duno man..im juz coming to this conclusion after reading all ur exchanges on ur blog..o.o think about it yes?

signing offfff~~~susu

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009 ' 8:41 PM Y

hmm..looking at the recent posts.. looks lyk dis is officially my blog =.= wellllll....at least the dam donuts are cute O.O pinch the donuts..they pop right back out O.O freaky circle things..btw..i wonder hu invented donuts..WHY did the person take a circular piece of pastry and poke a HUGE hole in the middle and call it a donut??!! O.O seriously. i mean y a hole? y not lyk triangle rectangle square? y a CIRCLE? O.O maybe the person felt it was best to put donuts down on ur finger n munch on it from dere O.O dats y a circle in the middle..hmm..can anyone ans me?? O.O

ANWZ..today i went for 2nd day of training..the theory part was boring as usual since i knew how to use the dam machine..stupid codes for diff fruits nid to be memorised..=.= BUT pwetty brilliant ME memorised them already ^^ *flips hair* can expect anything less?? ^^ ah well felt a bit bad for the aunties at the training center cuz their eng not so good they gotta memorise the keys to press instead of juz reading the words and follo instructions..yep poor aunties..i had a HELL of a tym trying to explain to one of them in chi zz..THANK GOD for susan!

OHOH btw! speaking of susan! met 2 lovelies today ^^ darling susan and *snigger* scott hu is actually choon wei or sth lyk dat..sucky name..BUT scott sounds better lol SO for now i'll call him scott! hmm..anwz. susan's cute cute!! she's pretty a bit short and she has DIMPLES!!! *drools* felt lyk POKING them evrytym she smiled! ^^ fun lil girl hu just got her Os results O.O the kid wants to go to poly ^^ wif 10 pts..sighs..if only i had a bloody 10 *sobs* ah well..my prime is over O.O anwz..when i tok to her its superrrr easy cuz she's funny lol..plus there's weirdly never any awkward pauses in between convos so we happily skip from topic to topic..O.O oh n scott too O.O i have this really STRONG feeling that scott quite lyks susan O.O duno y..but i FEEL it O.O i got esp man esp ^^ BUT they'd make a CUTE couple..drools..he has dimples too ^^ feels lyk everyone has dimples but me. SOBS. i'll kill them dig the dimples out and paste them on my cheeks..would it work O.O? cute couple..shakes..soo during lunch break we all went in search of the nearest macs..we were craving it duno y..must be the stupid talk about french fries zz hmm..SO susan and i wanted to go and scott happily tagged along..after lunch we crapped (according to bo its the after lunch syndrome) we talked about scott volunteering at a zoo and playing wif REPTILES to err exposure towards disgusting stuff lyk flashers and pervs O.O weird range of convos..oh n scott's waiting for his As lyk me O.O dam boy going off to NS on April..seems a bit late to me O.O but wadever..none of my business.. =.= cute shits both of them O.O susan was "kind" enuff to endure my highness "early" in the morning at about 9 o clock..i think cuz i drank green tea wif mint mentos O.O i think its a bad combo zz..made my stomach feel weird when eathing mac's nuggets..zzz gona miss the pair of them sobs..was great fun..gona see them once more next mon then its tata~~ have a good lyf O.O ah well all good things come to an end..sighs..its lyf..

on a weird note, i went to take my passport size pic today! WARNING : when ur taking pics DONT EVER wear a white tee dere =.= dam uncle told me since i wore a white tee there that if he took the photo my head would only be seen =.= so its a head floating in the middle of the pic O.O sounds funny lol i was lyk OMG? i didnt noe that??!! O.O so i had to walk all the way back hme to change..zzz...the camera man looked fierce but after the whole thing he gave me cute cow angpaos..O.O weird guy..lol..

yep sums up my whole dam day O.O

signing offffff~~~~ susu ^^

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Us~


About Us~
Firstly, it's donuts cuz we love donuts? Nah, it's just a private joke, lol..We've been best friends since 2007 of our jc years in JJC

Chim May Bo
mOle, bobo
13 dec 1990

Loh Su Min
coRn, minmin, susu
5 Dec 1990


Cravings


Get into the course we want for Uni
Get into NUS
Trip to Hong Kong for shopping
above all, we want MONEY lol
May Bo: Gucci bag T.T
nice birthday presents


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WE HATE:
SMOKERS!
COCKROCHES!
LIZARDS!

SUMIN HATES:
DURIANS!
CORN!



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Food in general
Mi fen (erm vermicelli?)
Swimming
Reading

May Bo loves:
Bitching
Colour Red
SHOES
Sour stuff
Shopping


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Shi Wan
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